Cubbyhole

finals

2007-01-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

wow it's been so long since i've posted again! oh well. i guess i've been too busy to update...
i feel depresssed because i got a B in English! what am i gonna do?? no more 4.0... damn it... it means i gotta get about 96% next semester to get an A for the year, but i don't think that will happen... damn it.
anyways, finals starts tomorrow. i'm taking history, english, and spanish. i don't think i'm studying for any of them. maybe i'll just scan through my notes, and that would be it. i should've started earlier, but guitar got me sidetracked.
well, gotta go now.

OMG!

2006-10-29T22:41:00.000-08:00

i haven't posted in hella long! like OMG! i've been so busy lately that i don't have anymore time for my blog. here are some pictures as to why is that:

It's been fun though!!!!

1 year!

2006-09-04T23:20:00.000-07:00

OMG!! i can't believe it! it's been a year since i've started this blog! i'm so happy! this is so cool! xD. well, anyways, i haven't been blogging in a long time. i've been busy lately. with school and such. i play maple story every day. what can i say? it's pretty addicting. i'm level 34 now. and i'm like 20% away from leveling up! =]. i have tons of homework i haven't started on. i'm not doing too good at the beginning of school year, to be honest. i already lost a spanish homework and got a 0 for that =p. i did the homework, i swear, it's just that i lost the worksheet. i thought i put it in my binder, but apparently i didn't. now, i have no idea where it is. it's probably somewhere in the house under a couch or something. i don't think i'd turn it in at all. if i get a zero for that assignment, i'll deal with it. i'm not usually this careless, but i feel like i won't be getting straight A's this year. last year, i did, with a couple of A-. but no Bs! woohoo!

there is no chance that my computer would be fixed so my dad made me use my laptop as my main computer. it's fine with me. he connected my old monitor to the laptop so i get to have to monitors for one computer, which is cool cuz i get to drag windows back and forth the two screens. =]. well, i gotta go. later!

lalalalala

2006-08-22T23:23:00.000-07:00

i can't believe that summer's almost over! a few more days and i'll be back to doing homework every night and staying till 3 in the morning. time flies by fast... crud! i miss my friends though and that's the only reason why i'm looking forward to going to school again.
anyways, i'll talk about my day today. at band camp, the multi-use room was used for a meeting for new teachers who would be teaching at our school this year. so, we didn't have any place to practice the routine... that was so unfair! i practiced all day yesterday until my hands were really red and for what? grr. we went out to the field and marched with the band instead. lol, i finally learned how to march backwards. haha, u have to be on you tip toes the whole time. it hurts after some time.
then, at the end of the day, i got to march with the flag in hand. your arms get tired holding the flag up too. the instructor saw that all the color guards were slacking so she made us do 25 pushups on the spot in front of all the band students. that was embarassing... and tiring. lol. well, gotz to go now.
p.s. haha i'm 32 in maple story!

one time, at band camp...

2006-08-16T22:28:00.000-07:00

color guard is so much fun! i'm so glad i joined. today was the third day. but i'm so sore. omg, it's liek a sport. you need to run laps, do curlups, and pushups. then u twirl these things and it requires you to have upper body strength to actually toss in in the air and make two complete rotations. god i'm sore. it starts at 8:30 am and ends at 4:00pm. it's really long. i feel like what i'm saying right now has no transition. it feels like i'm saying things in the order i'm thinking. oh well. bear with me. yesterday, i had an experience that has never happened to me before. wanna know what it is? well, i was locked in school!! not just me, but there were a few others. they hopped the fence, but me ~~being~~trying to be the good student went to an open gate my mom didn't know how to get to. i tried walking around, but i met a dead end. so i went back to the locked gate and finally hopped the fence. that was the very first time i've ever done that. it was exhilarating. lol. i felt like a ninja when i dropped down. it was awesome. anyhow, when i got home today, i tried tossing the flag inside the house. the ceiling was too low so it bounced back so fast i didn't have time to react. it bent my thumb in a weird way. now i can't move it without pain. gosh, i'm not gonna be able to twirl or toss very well tomorrow. but i'll endure. k bye now

yay =]

2006-08-13T02:50:00.000-07:00

i can't believe that i got the laptop to connect to the internet! yay! unfortunately, i have a feeling that it's a one time deal. once i turn this computer off, it would take months again before i can get it to connect again. i hope this won't happen. this laptop is slow, but at least i could still use it =].
i've been playing maple story and guess what, i'm level 31 now! hoorah! i've chosen the role of a page in windia. it's really awesome. the sad thing is that i'm broke for a level 31. lol. i only have 50k =/. my brother started a new warrior and at level 15, he had 75k! haha! i was like, "what?!" he was nice though and bought me a new weapon =D! sadly, it brought him down to 30k. well, it's still early in the game for him to earn some mesos lol.
another part of my life, besides playing maple story, is that i think i'm going to band camp for the last two weeks of the summer. it's for colorguard. you know, those people twirling batons, flags, swords, and rifles. i'm still not sure, but my friend, samantha is going. besides, i already told her i was going so there's no turning back. i hope i get to continue it so i would have something to do. well, it's time for me again to say bye!

hi

2006-08-09T00:58:00.000-07:00

sadly, my computer can't be fixed anymore. i'm afraid that my situation is just like sarah's, where we would have to buy a new computer. however, i believe that it would take some time before my dad can do that because we just got our car fixed after it overheated. grr. oh well, it was my fault. u guys should play maple story again or if not, start. it's really fun and the characters are cute =]. i've been playing it most of the summer. i haven't gotten far though. i'm like, only level 29. it takes a lot of time *sighs. tiring too. besides being a not so high levelled character, i'm also broke in the game. lol. how sad xD. well, ima go now. it's kinda late.

*Phew

2006-08-02T12:57:00.000-07:00

ok. i just got off of being grounded yet again. i broke my computer (reason). i was playing maple story and i left it a few minutes. then the screen turned blank and wouldn't respond to anything i do. the mouse, keyboard, and monitor weren't connecting with each other. now, i'm using my brother's computer cuz he's at school. he goes to a year- long school so during my summer, he has school. too bad for him. well, i just want ya'll to know that i'm back. but now, ima go. gotta play maple.

same old same old

2006-07-15T22:40:00.000-07:00

like all my other days in the summer, nothing happened again today. i just realized that i haven't updated my site in a while too. not this blog, but the personal site i have hosted by freewebs. go there by clicking the "back" link under site in the navigation. i have a section there that has songs that i have written. there are four in there at the moment, but during the summer, i have written more songs and i still haven't put them up. (i think i have four new songs. i don't remember, i have to look them up) i also have a fanart section and haven't put any new ones up. though i did drew like, 1 haha xD. i'm so lazy. oh well. and i haven't done tae- bo in weeks! OMG! I am lazy! ahh! oh well, i only wrote this in my blog to show that i'm trying to be up to date as much as possible.
i have a new blog buddy! Sarah i would really like to get to know her more cuz she already seems like a very nice person =]

i wasted another day

2006-07-14T23:16:00.000-07:00

today was no different from all the other days that i've spent during the summer. i spent it on the computer. my life should really change. i want it to change. it's so boring and i wish i could do something else besides freakin' myspace. i mean, i like myspace, but gosh... i've been on it too much. it sucks because i was suppose to take karate lessons this summer. however, my dad couldn't drive me to the school because it would be much too troublesome for him. his work is roughly more than an hour from where we live so dropping and picking me up from the lessons were out of the question. darn it!

besides myspace, i also spent a lot of hours on youtube. i was watching dn angel. that's a hecka cute anime. i didn't expect it to be so short though. i mean, 26 episodes? come on. i was dissappointed, but i can't do anything about it can i? i finished the whole series a few hours ago. i loved it. but i just really wish it was longer. i'm repeating myself, but that just emphasizes how much i wish it were longer. summer's boring. i gotta go.

i just noticed, i'm blogging again. haha, after a month and a day without blogging, i guess i missed it a bit.

loong time

2006-07-13T11:10:00.000-07:00

it's been over a month since i've posted anything! OMgah! well, there's a reason for that. it's summer, and i haven't done anything. it's like the most boring summer i've ever had. i'm waiting for a best friend to come back from the philippines so that my summer could finally start. we're planning on rounding up everybody in our group and going to the mall. geez, it would be a big group LOL. michelle and i have been talking about it lately and we were like, "ppl would be staring at a bunch of asian kids at the mall." that's true. i wonder when that's gonna be. i can't wait to get out and start having some fun. also, i have homework. yes, homework. i have to read two books this summer. Rebecca and farenheit 451. i've started rebecaa... yeah, like 8 pages of it. it was boring so i kept on getting sidetracked. i don't even have a copy of farenheit 451 yet. i will though... when? i don't know. i guess that's it for now.

iT's oveR!!!

2006-06-12T23:43:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day of the school year! ahh! i can't believe it! i'm gonna be a sophomore! say what?! i'm so old! now i don't have any excuse to look stupid in school, meaning that i can't pretend i don't know where this classroom is, or where this bathroom is. frankly, i still don't know where a lot of things are in my school =p. i know, i'm pretty ignorant. *sighs...
i still can't believe it's over! OMG! i'm happy, but i'm sad because i can't hang out with my friends anymore. most of them are going somewhere for at least two weeks! crud! lonely... i am so lonely... i have nobody... kidding.

i took my finals today and i think i failed them all. to be honest, i didn't study for all six classes. i swear! i was about to, but i always end up doing something else. i'm sure i failed them. i'm so embarassed. i sent an e-mail to my english teacher asking if my grade on the report card would be a B+. i did this because my percentage was 89.9% and i was so mad because it said B+. then, my mom checked another site where she could view my grades and it said A-. now i feel hecka bad for accusing my teacher to be really mean. i have to send her another e-mail...
well, that's about it... there's more, but i'm tired...
oh, and i love kingdom hearts II... random, but who cares?

OMG!

2006-06-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging for so looong! i can't believe it! i'm so sorry =(.
Turned out that i was actually grounded for good, and i was grounded for nearly a month! i couldn't use the computer unless it's homework, so yeah, the explains my lack of posts. well, now i'm back and i'm sooo happy!

there were a lot of things that happened, but unfortunately, i couldn't write about it, so i'm gonna try to remember what did happen.
hmm... actually there's only one that i can really remember. and that's the RHS Idol we had the semi-finals two weeks ago. there were four finalists and i got third place! yes! then the finals was last week...i was too nervous that as i was singing, my voice shook uncontrollably. i got 4th... =( last place in the finals... *sighs... it's alright though, hey, i got in the finals. i'm happy about that =)

i have another one! we had to act out a scene in Romeo and Juliet. it was the very last. 5.3. i was the friar and all the other girls were playing as a man. only one girl was a girl. LOL. all the girls playing guys were wearing mustaches! including moi! you could see us in my Pictures

well that' s about it. i'm sure there was a lot more, but i just can't remember. BYE!

Grounded

2006-05-07T00:37:00.000-07:00

Welll, I'm grounded right now. Remember when I said my friends couldn't come over? Well, they still did and that's why I'm grounded. I can't say how that happened because... well, it's a secret. sorry...

The good thing about being grounded is that i still get to use the computer and the phone. actually, there were no restrictions specified by my dad except that i can't go anywhere after school and no allowance. i can handle that... i think... well, so far i'm doing ok. he didn't tell me how long i'd be grounded either, but oh well

I changed the layout again LOL. it's like, everytime i post, i change the layout. well, i found this in a site, and it will stay for a while 'cause it's pretty

I have homework and i still haven't worked on em'. that's me! i also signed up for p.e. summer classes, yoga to be exact. it's not that i'm failing p.e. or anything! it's because i want to take choir next year. i can do p.e. this summer so i don't have to take p.e. in my sophomore year, which opens up a spot for choir. ok? i'm having second thoughts though. i feel like taking p.e. next year, but i don't want to ask the counselor to change my schedule yet again. i'd feel guilty. it's like i made him change it to choir, then i'd make him change it back to p.e. that's messed up, but i really wanna do that. should i? i'll make my mind up later... oh, and another reason why i wanna change my mind is because i made this decision without asking my parents first... i'm so irresponsible.

which reminds me, being irressponsible is the reason why i still can't drive. i'd be like, 16 in a month and my parents wouldn't let me take driving lessons. they said i can't drive till' i'm 18! OMfG! that... sucks! oh well, i get what they're saying though. =p

wow...this is a pretty long post. bettah go now!

....

2006-05-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

I haven't updated in a while... oh well, like it matters... nobody cares anyway.

i'm so mad right now...can't talk about it here... it's too public

To a different matter... like, school.
tomorrow, jocelle, tiffany, and erica were supposed to go to my house... guess what? my dad said no. oh no... i think i've said too much... whatever.

i'm doing homework right now and i have tons of other stuff to do. i'm so tired, but i can't sleep... not yet. i'd like to make a list, but i'm too lazy to do that now.

BTW, i got this cute layout from a site and i just had to use it. besides, my blog doesn't fit the frame layout because of this stupid nav bar thing. it looked so ugly so the blog layout needed to be separate. i'd rather not, but i'm too lazy to change the whole thing again. i would be more lazy if i were the one making the layouts because... it would take too much time. plus, i don't know how to make one haha xD

Gotta continue my homework now... bye!

Sacramento State University

2006-04-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

We went to sacs state today! my friends, tiffany, erica, deepika, david, and geetanjali (sorry if i spelled it wrong) missed the whole day of school! it was awesome, the college had a mini mall, taco bell, and lots of java cities! basically, we had an hour b4 the formal tour, tour, and free time. guess what we did? walk, eat, drink, and eat. yeah, that was pretty much it. then, when we got back to the bus, we played cards; BS and rat screw...i like that one, it sounds funny lOl xD
anyways, it's hecka late and i have school 2morrow. my goodness, i'm killing myself.

YAY!

2006-04-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

Everything's done!!
it's a school night, but i'm still awake. this is bad. i need to wake up at about 5:40 am tomorrow. i have about 3 hours to get some sleep. i know it's crazy, but i've done it a hundred times. oh well, at least the projects are all done, and i can ~~die~~sleep happy. of course i have other homework that i haven't done, but they're not due yet, so i'll procrastinate till the day before it's due. LOL just kidding. wait... i don't know...

i'm not sure, but i think we're running the mile 2morrow. geez, i haven't ran a mile in a long time, i wonder how bad my time would be... i'll try to run fast though, this one's gonna be graded.

*YAWNS!

2006-04-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

MAN! i haven't updated in 7 days! sorry =(
I'm so tired! i swear i started working on the newspaper at about 10:00 AM, and I recently just finished! the newspaper contains 11 articles, classified ads, fashion, travel, real estate, plays, and obituary sections. the setting is in the year 1775. so, i wanted to make the newspaper look a bit old. what i did was tea stain it. i wish i didn't though. that's what made it soo hard. i had to wait like, 2 hours for the papers to dry up! oh well, now i'm done so i should be happy.

if you want to check back on my list, it's title "oVer Spring break." woohoo! most of the tasks are crossed out! i have two left, and i'll be done! however, i have to finish those two 2morrow... no exceptions! i already have a B in English, i can't afford to turn in my projects late. dang it! i can't believe i got a B! i still can't get over it! anyways, besides the newspaper, i also worked on the music explanations and cd. we had to read A Tale of Two Cities and pick 8 chapters. we must choose 8 songs that would fit the mood of that chapter. guess what? i used the songs in my music sections! from inuyasha and kindom hearts =). then, i had to write 8 paragraphs explaining how each song related to the chapter. kill me noW!

Well, i'm done with that. i just have the dictionary and the death lst to go, and i'll be free!!!

Then and Now

2006-04-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I went to Dana's house to work on our group project for english. We wrote a new song, recorded our written play, information, our goofing around, and lastly a dance where the last three of us, Moi, Jackie, and Dana went koo koo on tape. haha. it was fun, i did the running man... oh, and while we were marching in the play, i accidentally stepped on duck's egg. there was one in the backyard because they have a lake in the backyard... you know, ducks were just everywhere. i was wearing my coach shoes too! the egg was raw and the yolk was all over my shoes! I was sooo, soo... it was ok, i got it off. it was gross though. and lisa got it on tape. she was like, "i got that!" we all watched it and laughed. it was pretty funny. By the way, i was really tired yesterday... you know why? the day before yesterday, i took a nap in the afternoon and woke up at 8pm. I didn't sleep at all that night! i went straight from night, to morning, to afternoon(dana's house) and to night again without getting any sleep! I slept at about 8:30pm last night... which meant that I was awake for about 24 hours!!! OMG! no joke, i swear!

Today... is Erica's Birthday!! woohoo!!! Happy birthday! I got her a gift, but I can't give it to her today so I'll give it to her tomorrow at school. i also made a section in my website where the songs i wrote are located.
Click >>> THIS<<<

You're Beautiful

2006-04-12T23:23:00.000-07:00

ok, i promised myself yesterday that i would do my homework today... i didn't do any!!!!! *cries! how can i be so lazy!?

ok, a while ago, i posted about a purple finger i had because of frostbite. well, today, i have purple fingers. that's because i was like, playing the guitar for about 6 hours straight! i was so obsessed in perfecting james blunt's song "you're beautiful." the song is beautiful =p and i got to play it perfectly! wootwoot! go to this site to watch the live performance in AOL sessions: Click ==>HERE<==you have to look for him in the sessions archives though because it doesn't go directly to him. i also tried playing "high," another pretty song by james blunt. i haven't played it perfectly because i didn't have time to. my mom made me stop... it's 11 pm and i will wake the neighbors up. i'm sleepy... not really, but i'm tired, so ima go. goodnight!

Can't Help It

2006-04-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to just cross out things that i've accomplished from the list, but i want to blog anyways. besides, i haven't done anything from the list yet so... too bad.

OMG! i currently have a B in English! i can't believe this! how can i be soo... stupid! i better get that to at least an A- or i will commit suicide... just kidding... i'll just cut myself... like i would really do that... i'll just be very disappointed in myself... not kidding.

yesterday, jocelle, erica, nikki, nikka, and i went to the movies to watch "take the lead." it was an alright movie, roughly two hours long. then nikki went to buy batman chucks which were really cool btw. then after about two hours of walking aroud the mall, jocelle, and her cousins (nikki and nikka) had to go home, which left erica and i. we went to get fruit shakes then went home. that's about what happened yesterday.

today, i watched bleach the whole day... no kidding... my life is boring...
goodnight...

Over Spring Break

2006-04-06T00:17:00.000-07:00

This is my To-do List. i might just be updating my blog by crossing out things that i've finished... and nothing more.

1. ~~static lab~~
2. ~~newspaper articles~~
-~~1st~~, ~~2nd~~, ~~3rd~~, ~~4th~~, ~~5th~~-i ended up doing only four!
3. ~~group projects~~
4. ~~read "a tale of two cities"~~
5. ~~do dictionary~~
6. ~~death list~~
7. ~~music explanations~~
8. ~~burn music for english~~
9. ~~monster for spanish~~
10. ~~sport advertisement~~
11. ~~bring cereal box by friday~~

Van de Graaff

2006-04-04T23:45:00.000-07:00

Today, the van de graff generator made my day; erica's too. we went to our conceptual physics class during lunch because i had to turn in something. we ended up getting charged up and electrecuting ourselves. our hair like, stood up. i was even surprised that mine went up cuz it's really thick. i will put pics with us touching the generator later. our hair would be up, and it's really funny. it sort of hurt, but it was well worth it. =)
i haven't done my static lab yet, and it's due on thursday. i hope i can manage it all 2morrow. i also have a whole chapter to read, like, right now... i haven't started either. we have a reading quiz on it 2morrow. i procrastinate a lot. hey, don't everybody? hah!
oh yeah, i finished my song. guitar and all. it's really simple though. the chords are like, C, G, Em, and D, plus a lot of plucking. i wish ya'll can here it. i really can't judge it myself... maybe i'll post it...like, someday...
okay, i'm off. chao!

Science Fair

2006-04-02T23:35:00.000-07:00

ok, so we lost...not like we were expecting anything in the first place. haha... first place... get it? ok? i'm totally out of it. sorry about that.
today, i finished my math and spanish homework that are due on tuesday! woohoo! me happy!
still no kingdom hearts 2. i wonder when my brother's gonna get it... soon hopefully. well, even if he does get it, i won't be able to play it because i'm planning to make myself busy with homework during spring break. how sad...
tomorrow's gonna be fun in conceptual physics! we'll be using the van de graaff generator! woohoo! it's those spherical thingies that create electricity. you see them in movies with mad scientists trying to take over the world too... LOL.
yesterday, about an hour after the science fair, we went to guitar center to get two new guitar straps and a dozen picks! YAY moi! i also got a green day guitar songbook! i was supposed to get a cleaner... (my guitars are so dirty it ain't funny) but i totally forgot about them i wonder if they will be perpetually dirty... it's possible, if i keep on forgetting to buy a cleaner. *sighs...
i'm also working on a song right now. it's called "you should have told me then." it's sad... it's about a girl who ~~likes~~loves this guy, but he only sees her as a friend. i'm almost done with it. i just need to write the bridge... i might change the second verse, but then again, i might not. i'll see. i have no idea how to play it on the guitar though. i don't have the melody yet. so chyeah, i suck like that... LOL.
my room is a total mess right now, and i don't know how to start cleaning it. i have to find a way to, so ima start right now. bye...

Goodbye, Saturday

2006-04-01T00:15:00.000-08:00

well, erica and i are giving up part of our saturdays for the science fair. since it's like, 12 am, i'm gonna talk about the science fair as if it's only hours away. later, i'll be waking up at about 9 am...maybe? my dad needs to drive me to office depot to get a presentation board for the science fair. then, at about 12:00 pm, we'll be picking up erica to go to the science fair at our school. the science fair starts at 1:00 pm, but we're still not done setting up our station so we have to work on that ASAP! i'm so tired. oh well, guess i bettah sleep if i wanna wake up early in a saturday morning.

Olah

2006-03-29T21:38:00.000-08:00

to view the tabs for "wake me up when september ends" just click here. request granted ate mot! =)

today, i went straight to erica's house after school so we could work on our project. we were working for hours, but we finished it! CHYEAH!!!! woohoo!
OMG! tomorrow we're performing a play in english class! i get to bring my guitar! i'm playing the intro of wake me up when september ends. it's only for about ten seconds, but oh well. it's gonna be fun! yeeeha!!
for conceptual physics, i have a reading quiz on chapter 33. to be honest, i haven't read it yet... bleh... i gotta start now if i wanna get a decent grade. last time we had a quiz, i got a 7 out of 10! is that bad or what? i didn't study well enough. i didn't even get the bonus questions. the quizzes prior to that were like 12/10 and 13/10. now why can't i get that? so stupid!

gotta go read!
ciao!!!

Time Of Your Life by Green Day

2006-03-27T20:38:00.000-08:00

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Ending Chord:

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i found the tabs from Chordie
Josh, you inspired me to study that song. it's so beautiful, glad you put it in your blog.!!! I can play the whole song w/ no mistakes!! woohoo!!!

Casino Night

2006-03-24T21:30:00.000-08:00

So we went to the dance tonight. guess what our first impression was? "Is this it?" the whole room was like full of gambling students... weird huh? they're not real though, they give a casino note. i still have it. erica and i went home early though. the dance was just so frustratingly boring. we left tiffany, felt hecka bad, but it was too late. she was like holding a chip and said, "i should hit you with this." it was hecka funny. there were like two good songs to dance with, but after that, everything went down the drain. now i'm home, and the dance is still not over. erica's all blaming herself because we had to go early. GOsH! she shouldn't be. it's totally ok. i'm tired and i want to go to sleep. she's tired too, and we were both bored anyways so it's ok. if there were just a bit more people there, it would have been fun. i feel sick though. my head's not clear and i feel like throwin up. i haven't had dinner, maybe that's the reason. i feel like lead. goodnight!

I've Been Tagged

2006-03-23T23:27:00.000-08:00

I have to say 6 strange things about me...

1. i like mayonaise... i know some people think it's gross, but i don't.
2. i'm an insomaniac, i can't sleep without drinking sleeping pills. don't worry, i'm not an addict or anything.
3. i feel like i'm in a love triangle... it's so depressing.
4. i hate spongebob...sorry.
5. i haven't grown in three years.
6. i think pitbulls are the cutest.

On to the mall!!

2006-03-19T00:01:00.000-08:00

today, Jocelle and i went to the mall to watch She's The Man and celebrate our bravery. We had fun. Although we would have had more fun if there were more people to hang out with, it was fun. We did a lot of window shopping and bought some stuff. i bought the Secret Life of The Veronicas at Best Buy and an anniversary card for my parents (their anniversary is on April, but i wanted to get a headstart). Jocelle got a cute top for the Black Eyed Peas concert next week and an anniversary card for her parents. Her parents' anniversary is today, so yah. i guess that she influenced me in getting one for my parents too. It's been a long day too.
right after i got home, i started uploading the songs to my site. that's a new album and i've put up download links to it. ya'll can download from my media section (it says in my main index too). it's free and already in mp3 format.
change in subject...my granparent left for canada yesterday. they arrived there today at about 4 o'clock. i miss them already. i wonder when they're coming back... soon i hope.
another change in subject...i have tons of homework. apparently, my teachers don't think their students have lives. well, that's typical in a teacher. oh well. i still have my sound lab conclusions to finish, a research project on the major figures in the russian revolution, geometry, and maybe spanish... not so sure. i have to go now. love ya'll!

RHS IDol ResuLts

2006-03-16T21:58:00.000-08:00

today at school was the RHS idol. i was really like, about to quit, but jocelle and i decided to stick with it. ya'll should have us shivering out of our wits. i was soooo scared. it was hard to breathe. i was getting a little carried away saying i was hyper ventilating. we left class about 10 minutes early to get prepared. - i was even late that day and a lot of people think i chickened out. there's a simple explanation for that: woke up late.- anyways, i didn't know that there would be judges. randy, paula, and simon pretenders. there were 8 contestants and i was #6, Jocelle was #5.I sang Heavily Broken... at the end of the show, they said they were gonna announce the winners. i was like, "WHAT!?" i didn't know that! i was like all scared after that. guess what? i won 2nd place! i didn't even know i was gonna win anything. i didn't expect that at all. i knew taylor, this really good singer dude would win, but i never thought i'm second! OMG! i was like, so so...you finish it.
i'll post later. bye!

Drained

2006-03-16T02:05:00.000-08:00

like i said, i'm drained so this would be a short post. list, rather.
-finished most of the science fair project.
-tomorrow's RHS idol. feel like quitting.
-tons of homework.
-geometry individual test 2morrow.
.... i'm really tired. i just wanted to post something to update my blogger. i wanna try posting everyday again. i have to go now.

So Tired, Yet Happy

2006-03-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

i have been working on the science fair project. i'm done with the materials, procedure, review of literature, and bibliography. they aren't the best, but it will do for now because we're running out of time. erica was sick today so i couldn't work with her on the science fair project. my materials and procedure don't even have any pictures, but it wouldn't be too hard once everything else is done. it's just so frustrating. not just the science fair. i also have a sound lab tomorrow, which is very hard i might add. i also have a quiz on a Tale of Two Cities. dude, i don't understand a squat about it. i'm going to guess on every single question. that book's just so friggin' hard. have any of you read it? golly! it's really late and i have to wake up at 5:45 am today. i have to go now. bye!

lazy bum

2006-03-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

how busy can i get? i haven't been able to help erica with the science fair project because i'm really busy with my family. i had to go to san francisco yesterday, and today to milpitas. i got home at about ten and did my pre- lab for the sound lab. then, i did some background research for the surface tension of water. i have to read a tale of two cities right after this. then i guess i can sleep. there's a lot going on right now. i don't have transition sentences, so they aren't very smooth. it's like, ever sentence is a different topic.
i'm using my dad's laptop right now because my dumb laptop wouldn't connect to the internet and my desktop is inside my room where my grandparents sleep. i can't disturb them at this hour. it's been hard for me because i'm here in the guest room and all my needs aren't present. especially when i need to do my homework. my grandparents sleep early and i'm used to doing my homework very late at night. so, when i leave something in my room that's necessary for my homework, i can't do anything about it. i feel so weighed. i have to do geometry homework too. i don't know if i have any spanish homework (too lazy to check), but i'm hoping i don't. i also have a project in english that i haven't started. i don't even know when it's due or what it's exactly about. it's a group project and i still don't have all of my groupmates' phone #s. i think it's due on the 15th. i don't know which month though. if it's march, then... i'm doomed. i think that my teachers don't think that all their students have lives. it's just so stressing.
i guess that's enough of my blabberings. goodnight...

So Sorry!

2006-03-07T23:09:00.000-08:00

wow! it's been 5 days! i can't believe i haven't blogged in that amount of time! it's easy to explain though. i have been very busy with everything that's going on. i have plenty of homework to do and my grandparent came from canada. i've missed them so much and i have been spendin a lot of time with them. i could use the time with them to do my hw, but i can't. they'd only be here for about 2 weeks and i don't wanna waste that time. i'm cherishing the moments, you know. i still have time to do my homework, but... yeah, self explanatory. anyways, i'm just so glad that they're here.
at school, i'm doing alright. i have a B in conceptual physics though. it's ok, i know why. it's that stupid lab! i forgot to put the units on my data table and my grade got deducted by 5 points! oh my gosh! it would've made a difference. oh well... can't do anything about that now.
in english, we're starting a new book called A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens. my teacher has been telling us that that book would be one of the hardest book we would ever read in high shcool. haha... not helping. it's kinda weird because i'm actually looking forward to reading this book. it sounds challenging and interesting. i hope i can understand at least 1/100 of it... haha. no, seriously.
i would honestly love to tell you about my 4 other subjects, but i'm sorry i just can't. right... more like i'm too lazy to do so. it's not just that. you'd probably stop anyway cuz i'd kill you with boredom, so i'll stop now. BYE!!!

Stress

2006-03-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

My gosh! today was one of the most stressful days i've ever had in my life. it's not that what i had to do were so hard, it was just that... you know... nerves. i studied last night for a reading quiz for conceptual physics, and i practiced what i was going to sing so much that my mom had to yell at me to stop at 11:00 pm. i had a unit test in english, and the dance final, both of which i sucked at. i don't think i did very well on the english test, nor the dance. oh well. however, guess what i got on the reading quiz? 12/10 baby! i got two out of the three bonus questions! so happy! for RHS idol, the auditions weren't exactly the auditions that would determine whether you're in or not. it was just to see that all the people who signed up were really up to it; not just some crazy bimbo or something. i sort of messed up (obviously, since i was trembling the whole time). my friend, Jocelle did hecka good. i didn't hear her sing, but i really know because i heard her sing right before she went out there. and i tell you, she can ~~hecka~~helluh sing. the dance was painful; my feet were in pain. i was wearing high heels. when we had the chance for extra credit, i was dancing on my bare feet... couldn't take it any longer... too much! haha...
get what i mean by stress? i had to take a quiz, sing for the idol, take a unit test, then dance in freakin' high heels. so much going on. maybe there have been times at school that were harder, but this one seems to stand out.
i have to go now, luv ya'll!!!

Neglect

2006-02-28T23:42:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh! i haven't posted anything in like... hecka! my blog's being neglected.
it's not the only reason why i title this post "neglect." there's something in my life that's been going on badly. i can't say what happened because... i just can't. i've been feeling miserable at home because... i still can't say.
let's get on ranting about something else...
today at school, we sang in choir, had some fun, went to tutorial, talked, got bored, went to geometry, got bored, went to spanish, had fun... i like that class... i feel so monotonous. it's like i'm chanting something. anyways, i finished my lab for conceptual physics. i think i did pretty bad, but oh well. my teacher says it's the hardest lab of the year so i really can't do anything about it. It was a light lab. we had to observe lights from elements and use various ways to show the different frequencies of light... ROYGBIV. we had to draw what we saw. it was a nice lab, hard, but nice. ooh... pretty colors. i'm weird...
thursday is RHS idol auditions. i wonder if i'm gonna make it? i'm definitely going to try though. no backing out now... *sighs...
i'm not sure if i have a test in english tomorrow.. hmm... maybe... i distinctly remember her saying it's on thursday, but then my friend said it's tomorrow. i don't know... i don't want to study... too lazy... and it's too late to do that now anyways.
gtg! bye!

RHS IDOL

2006-02-23T23:32:00.000-08:00

sorry i haven't been updating lately. been sort of lazy.
anyways, my friend Jocelle and I had decided to join the school idol. we were like so scared. it's like american idol... you know, self explanatory. the auditions are still yet to come, but i'm just so scared. i don't even know what i'm gonna sing yet. i don't even know if i will be able to pull through the auditions or be too sissy to do it at all. *sighs. i'll see. until then, catcha later! i have more to say, but i'm just too darn sleepy to do so... goodnight!

pile up

2006-02-18T03:40:00.000-08:00

i have a huge mound of homework for the weekend and i'm not so happy. it's another three day weekend and the teachers are taking advantage of it. it's so unfair! for the most part, school this week was alright. i think i'm getting used to waking up early in the morning and getting to school like 50 minutes before classes start. i use the time to do homework for the next day and chat with friends =) it's cool. i'm gonna try to do that for the rest of the school year. when i got home 2day, i was so tired that i fell asleep on the sofa in the family room. it was like 4:48pm. when i woke up, it was 10:40. now, i can't sleep (see the timestamp) late? yeah...

i bettah get going. not exactly sleep but browse around the internet until i feel sleepy.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!

2006-02-14T00:05:00.000-08:00

OMG! i can't believe it's Valentine's day! how... sad...i mean, not for you probably, but for me... it pretty much is. i'm such a loser...
oh well, tell me how you think about Valentine's... lol... cuz i'm nosy like that =)
i have an exam 2morrow... how mean can that teacher be? that's all right. i have nothing to do with valentine's anyway...
gosh! who am i kidding? it's dreadful!
*in my head... cheer up...you'll find the right someone... you'll see... hahahaha... stupid....right...
ok enough with the valentine talk, i'm going to bed... goodnight everyone! hope you don't feel like i do!
p.s. look at Kagome and Inuyasha... cute =p

Doing homework

2006-02-13T02:23:00.000-08:00

I'm still awake and it's almost 2:30 am. I'm currently doing my homework (duh it's says in the title) i'm hecka sleepy but i'm doing it right now so i don't have to do as much work for tomorrow. i'm getting close to finishing.. thank goodness. i probably won't finish tonight, but heck, i've finished a lot. i still have one and a quarter more chapters of booknotes to do in conceptual physics. a business letter, a rough draft of "animal farm" essay, a book to write and draw for spanish, tons of geometry, and an exam to study for physics. During next week, i have an individual unit test in geometry, and two reading quizzes for conceptual physics... sighs... i hope i survive. my body feels like lead... i'm so mad... not really... just tired i guess.

3 DaY weEkeNd!!!

2006-02-12T01:02:00.000-08:00

Woohoo!! today was the first of the three... i bettah start on my homework tomorrow... i have a lot!!
random question:
do you have a backpack or a messenger bag?
i have had a messenger bag for half of the school year... that wasn't a good idea. my shoulders aren't equal you know. my left shoulder's higher than the right. it's been like that ever since 4th grade. it's gotten worse when i used the messenger bag. today, we went to vacaville and bought a new bag. with two straps! the end

Sorry

2006-02-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

i haven't posted in days! however, i've been on the internet everyday since the last post. i'm sorry, i guess i just got lazy to write about what's happening. i'm sleepy right now so i won't be saying too much. just going to say that school alright, not much going on (besides a bunch of homework of course). other than that, hope ya'll like the new look. i just wish i can make something like this on my own someday. maybe when i have the time i can teach myself how. ~*later*~

Sing Me To Heaven

2006-02-05T22:00:00.000-08:00

by Daniel E. Gawthrop

In my heart's sequestered chambers
Lie truths stripped of poet's gloss
Words alone are vain and vacant
And my heart is mute

In response to aching silence memory summons half-heard voices
And my soul finds primal eloquence
And wraps me in song
Wraps me in song

If you would comfort me
Sing me a lullaby
If you would win my heart
Sing me a love song

If you would mourn me and bring me to God
Sing me a requiem
Sing me to heaven

Touch in me all love and passion
Pain and pleasure
Touch in me
Touch in me

Grief and comfort
Love and passion
Pain and pleasure

Sing me a lullaby
A love song
A requiem
Love me
Comfort me
Bring me to God

Sing me a love song
Sing me to heaven

It's a really beautiful song... it's what we're singing in choir. i've downloaded the song; however, the mp3 that i downloaded from a site was recorded live. and guess what? there's a part where some dude sneezes. a real turnoff, but i guess it will do for now. i think mr. miller, my choir teacher, would copy cd(s) of the real thing and let us have a copy so i can put that one up instead. if he doesn't, then oh well...
later!

Here's the song if ya wanna listen and sing along =)

La da di dada...

2006-02-02T23:26:00.000-08:00

i took the reading quiz today... gosh there were only five questions... two parts for three questions... 10 points... i got 9. i'm so stupid! i couldv'e gotten a 10 if i didn't add extra info in my answer. shoulda kept it simple and it would have been right... how dum is that?
i told my friend, Jocelle, that i would make a copy of Tae- Bo on DVD for her... it's sad... now i feel so guilty. i should have known it was protected. now i feel bad for telling her i would make her one. man! i really wanna apologize to her 2morrow! that's my main goal ma friends!
ima be leavin'. bye!
wow... such a short post...

*yawns

2006-02-01T23:40:00.000-08:00

man i'm hecka tired! i did tae-bo for 1 and 1/2 hours! that's in between school work... i was doing my lab report and when it was time for my now "daily" workout, i just stopped and did it. i should've finished the report first, but i just felt like doing tae-bo b4 doing anything else. anyways, i'm done with both now and i'm happy. we were supposed to have a chapter quiz today in conceptual physics, but we had a minimum day and we stalled so we didn't have enough time to take the quiz. unfortunately, it's tomorrow. i wish we took it yesterday so i woud've gotten it over with and outta the way... oh well...
we have a new song in choir. it's acapella. i'm only in beginning choir, but this time, we're singing it with the advanced choir and two other high school choirs. no, it's not a competetion... it's a collaboration! ain't that cool? i think it is. the song's nice, but it's kinda creepy in a way. tha's all.
it was pouring this afternoon and it was a good thing too. we didn't have to run outside for p.e... hahaha xD
i'm done with all my homework for the week. i don't know, but i might get more 2morrow. i can handle that... i hope... *sighs...
well, gotta get going!
good night!

i'm ahead~

2006-01-31T00:52:00.000-08:00

i'm actually ahead of my homework! i finished my english homework due on wednesday and my calculations for conceptual physics, also due on wednesday. i haven't done that in a long time... i mean getting ahead. lately i've been procrastinating and i want that to stop. i don't want to do projects and homework at the last minute. i wasn't like that b4, but i have lately. i'm changing my ways and i'll be a good girl again.... pshah! right =p
anyways, school was okay today. we got to burn stuff in physics to find the calories of the food burned. funny, the percentage of my error was 91% that sucks! it's because we didn't gather the data during the lab too well. it's ok though, at least the equation's right.
i was like hecka embarassed when i did like 5 pushups in front of every single class because i was the last person who had to do it. geez i was freaked out. we were supposed to do volleyball after that, but we didn't get to play cause' all the sophomores took all the courts, plus my team didn't want to play. we just sat there and chit chat.
OMG! english was hecka funny. again, i was embarassed. my phone went off! my teacher was like scanning the room.. she followed the sound and i confessed lol xD. she was like, "guilty!"
that happened right before we started our quiz. we actually had two quizzes. i got a perfect on the first one, but i got one wrong answer on the second one. actually i couldv'e gotten a perfect score if i hadn't changed the answer to the last question. i told my mom about this and she was like, "trust your instincts." next time, i will.
ima be leavin' now. really late.
alrighty! be back soon!!!

GooD gHurL...not

2006-01-29T23:36:00.000-08:00

ok, so i should be studying right? nah...
i've started memorizing all my literary terms but i keep on getting sidetracked. with what? uhmm... the Internet of course! i really gotta be going now. it's just that i can't help myelf. c'mon, i know that happens to ya'll a lot too. it's really hard to resist temptations. other than that, i've finished all my homework... it's the studying part i can't concentrate on. wait! never mind. i still have math homework and spanish homework, but it's not due till' tuesday so i can do it 2morrow. i'll be fine *nailbites....
1 question... is it necessary to take written tests for P.E.? because to be honest, i think it's pointless... it's called physical education....

i'm HerE!!!

2006-01-29T11:01:00.000-08:00

hello! i'm here again! sorry i haven't posted in a while. been busy lately. i also forgot to tell you guys about the winter concert! all student part of the misucal department participated including beggining choir! we were the opening...les miserables. it was on wednesday so my memory of it is not as good as if i wrote in wednesday night... but my memory now will suffice. well, we did alright. there were few minor mistakes, but not by me... i just heard it. we watched the video yesterday, and we didn't sound bad at all.
school work... now where should i start? i don't know. i'm not gonna say everything... it's just that i have tons of homework. i also have two tests and a lab tomorrow.... *sighs....
ok, post as soon as possible! chao!!!!

Take Me Away

2006-01-23T22:48:00.000-08:00

olah! got by the first day of the second semester pretty fast. no homework except for answering a few questions and reading a chapter from a book. anyways, i'm so happy! i finally learned how to play "take me away," by avril lavigne on the guitar! my fingers are hecka tired but i'm so happy! i've actually given up on it last week, but then i started to look for other versions of the tab on the internet and found one. i changed a lot of it, and i'm happy i was able to find do it myself. if you want to listen to the song and hear how it is on the guitar, go to "extras" then click "playlist" there will be a tracklist button on the bottom right corner and just look for, "avril lavigne-take me away." i believe it's the 9th track. check it out! it hasn't been released...yet? i uploaded it from my cd =)

FinaLs is over and MANny PaCquiao wOn!!!

2006-01-22T00:27:00.000-08:00

i just learned that i didn't do very well on my finals, but it's ok. i still have an A- in the class. i have like two A-(s) and i can live with that. the others are A(s) i was really waiting for a B in conceptual physics, but i still made it. i was about to really give up on all A(s) but i guess this gives me hope and determination for the next semester. i'm gonna try to really work hard and not slack off as i've done b4. especially in conceptual physics. i'm gonna pay attention and try to get some sleep so i'll be alert in the mornings. i'm always sleepy so i can't really listen in class, but i'm gonna try to change that. geez, i'm saying a lot of things that i probably might not fullfill... it's still nice to set goals for myself so i have something to look up to. i'll just try my best to do it, and be done with it. well, i'm already breaking my promise bcuz i'm up late again. well, i'm insomaniac so i can't really do anything about that. unless i drink sleeping pills, which i don't feel like doing right now.

the next part...
lol that was weird. two stories in one post... haha
anyways, to any of you that watched the fight (Pacquiao vs. Morales) i just want you to know that...you suck! haha just kidding. i loved it! two K.O.s baby! man! you shulda heard me yelling and stuff. OMG! my dad was like standing and yelling, "hit him! hit him!" lol. i was like, at first, doubtful, but then he won! i was helluh happy! PinoY PRIDE!!! man! my voice was like crackin' after the fight. i was screaming hecka loud, and high. so yeah, it hurt. did you hear Morales' dad say, "he doesn't know how to fight!"? right. well, pacquiao showed him how to fight. =) well, yeah, that just made my day =) Of course, i sacrificed like, three anime shows for that and i'm hecka bummed. but oh well, it was worth it i guess. i just hope they show re-runs of my fave anime shows.
goodnight...i mean, morning... whatever...

I wanna DIE!!!!

2006-01-20T02:40:00.000-08:00

i'm breaking down. i can't take this any longer. i'm getting... a B!!! ok, something to die for huh? but seriously, i'm a mess. and i feel like crying. i just did the lab extension and i totally screwed it up. i don't know what i was doing. i did it wrong and i'd probably get something like... uh, an F! my hearts feels so heavy. it's so late too and i'm not even done. i'm gonna try to finish it 2morrow at school. actually, we have no school 2morrow, but i have to turn it in along with erica. we're going to school on a day without school. suicide! we have to though. although i think mine would be for no reason at all because i did it wrong. sure i worked my butt off, but i know it's wrong. i bet my teacher would be ilke, "huh? what the hell is this?" probably not aloud. but that's what i'm thinking. i just put a bunch of crap and i don't give a damn anymore. i wanna cry and give up. and never show my face at school. i'm a failure. i gotta go to sleep now. i only wish it was eternal...

i'm still here

2006-01-18T23:54:00.000-08:00

whoa... it's been a while since i've posted anything. i've been busy a lot. well, busy with this blog i mean. it's a weblog right? well, i'm treating it as a website so i've been busy and i didn't have time to write about anything. just finished the first half of finals today, and they were fairly easy. i still might get a C or lower, but i don't know... i just don't believe in myself that much so yeah. tomorrow's the second half... geometry and spanish.. yuck! i hope i don't mess up in spanish. i'm hecka scared! geometry...? i don't know. i might do bad... but i can't really study for it unless i want to memorize all the formulas for the crap. no thank you...
well, i hate the lab extension. that's the reason why i'm still awake when i should be sleeping. i need to finish my conclusion and drawings. i think i'm gonna add more heights for my graph. sorry, i'm just talking to myself while typing so you can't really blame me. erica is like so smart! she got like, all of the equations needed to find these, these... *sighs... i don't know anymore! i wanna just cry and break down right here right now... well, not right here... you know what i mean. i feel like a dufus! i don't know why, but i feel like i'm a mess right now. it's just sad really. i'm so tired but schoolwork woouldn't let me get some rest. sorry for the typos!
i'm just so tired... see kikyo? she's tired too... i wish i can sleep looking that peaceful. (of course without the souls part). she doesn't have to go to school... lucky... sleep all day if she wants and just wait for the souls of the departed to keep living... well that sucks too. i'm so weird.

purple finger

2006-01-12T22:55:00.000-08:00

i just had my lab finals. it was hecka... dunno, actually. i bet i failed it. then when i went to english, my teacher wasn't there so we were like in the hallway for at least 5 minutes. another teacher told us to go in her room for the meantime. we went in a junior class, and it felt hecka weird. everyone was like looking at our class, and yeah, it was weird... made all of us conscious. then the teacher asked us what kind of class we are, college prep, or honors class. we said "honors" in unison. we heard a lot of "smart kids" and what not. that was funny. of course, they don't know me, so they don't know how dumb i am =p. all of us were actually hoping that our teacher won't show up because we have of mice and men final. unfortunately, she did come about 15 minutes after we went in the classroom. we had to take the final. we had to write four paragraphs answering 4 different prompts. it was ok, but again, i bet i did bad. then, lunch.. and duh! i ate... moving on... P.E. we had to run the mile. OMG! my time was bad! i was a minute later! a MINUTE! probably because i didn't do anything during the two week break but sit, eat, watch t.v. and sleep. LAZY!! hahaha!
when my mom, brother, and i were waiting for the bus, it was coLD! i mean cold! i was it had been an hour, so we had to walk... we didn't wait for the dumb bus. then as i was walking, i happened to look at my hand. my index finger felt kinda funny. i looked at it and it was totally purple! at first, i said, "hey! look! my finger is purple." i mean, i was totally cooL about it. then, my mom got worried. she said that if the circulation stops, my finger would rot! then she got me all worked up too. i started to wrap my right hand in my jacket. i constantly looked and it was still purple. finally, we were close to Tower Mart. we went in where it was warm. i rubbed my finger and held it tightly. finally, it started to turn pinkish again. i sighed. i though they would have to amputate my finger if i was too late. i had a near finger chopping experience. gross, i know, but that's what happened. i mean, my finger was completely purple... turning black and i could barely feel it. how scary is that?

yes, it smeLLs in here!!!

2006-01-07T16:39:00.000-08:00

okay, i didn't have time to post anything yesterday, so i'm posting today for what happened. it's pretty short, so don't worry about being bored to death.
yesterday after school, we walked home. guess what? about 15 away from home, i stepped on freakin dog's crap! it was so disgusting. i let a loud squeal when i saw it. i felt it! so freakin' gross!!!
when we got home, charlie was there! charlie's my friend's doggie! we're taking care of him for the weekend. he's so cute. a shitzu!( i don't know how to spell it =p) anyways, he pooped upstairs last night. oh well, his cuteness makes up for it.
dang! a lot of crapping yesterday...

schooL 2morrow...

2006-01-03T00:30:00.000-08:00

i can't believe it! the break is freakin over!!! i just can't believe it! this sucKs!! i don't want to go! well, i don't think anybody does, so chyeah...whatever. i'm just sad.
i've been a lazy ass kid for the past two weeks you know. i didn't start on my homework till' today at about 7 p.m. i had the past two weeks to work on them i just had to wait till' the last minute. i just finished it. they aren't actually due 2morrow except for one, but i don't want to work on them this week.
yesterday, my family went to my aunt and uncle's house to celebrate new years... it was fun. unfortunately, the night before that, new year's eve, i slept at 8 in the morning, which is technically new years, but you get the point. i was hecka tired during the celebration. i was able to stay up and sing along a bit with their magic sing. highest i got was a 96! not bad...
then when i couldn't resist my grogginess, i finally fell asleep on the sofa for the duration of the party. my sleep wasn't peaceful though. i was subconciously aware of the mayhem going on around me. mayhem meaning all the singing. it was loud! i felt banged up all over... funny...
when i woke up, it was time to leave... i did't get to eat dinner there... i had to wait till' we got home, which was an hour after we left milpitas... gosh! was i hungry!

thanks for leaving wonderful comments ate Mot!!!

bye now!!!

Happy New Year!!!

2006-01-01T00:33:00.000-08:00

♥ ya'LL!!!

Crappy Day

2005-12-31T15:14:00.000-08:00

i can't tell you how bad my day is going today. yesterday was bad enough. today is going to be a lot worse. i can't tell you in detail bcuz this blog is being monitored. i'm supposed to be free here and be able to tell anything, but i guess i'm not. if only, if only...
i wish i could let it all out, but i can't. there's a volcano waiting to blow up right now. i'm shaking all over...
i can' t put anything that would infer why...
i just can't...

ShopPinG!!!

2005-12-29T20:41:00.000-08:00

we went shopping today! i mean, i went shopping with my mom and brother. i actually paid for most... let me repeat that... most of the things i got. i'm so proud! i wish i could get a job! (so random...)
anyways, i had fun, and i'm happy, so...
ToodLes!

guEss whAt I goT...

2005-12-25T16:12:00.000-08:00

ima put a pic of the beauty once my computer's fixed. it ain't working... so annoying for christmas.

List of Gifts:
body spray
picture frame
picture holder
lotion
starbucks gifT card (boom baby!)
jacket!
see's candies
stuffed toy
candies! candies! candies!!!
pajama bottom
earringS
ELECTRIC GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!! It's wine red!!!!
(the beauty)
another jacket
$$$$

p.s. i don't deserve all of them...

MeRRyChRisTmAs!!!MeRRyChRisTmAs!!!MeRRyChRisTmAs!!!MeRRyChRisTmAs!!!

MeRRY ChrisTmaS everyboDy!!!

2005-12-24T23:57:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! i can't believe it! it's finaLly here!!! it's christmas! well, almost... about 6 more minutes and Chyeah!!! i haven't opened my giFts yet, but aahh!!! i can't wait! i've been in the dog pound for most of the hOLiday (dog pound meaning my dad's mad at me...) i just hope this chrismas would be fine. by the looks of things right now, i bet it's gonna be aweSome!!!!!! i know u've seen this but i stiLL wanna put this on:

MERRYCHriStmAsEveryboDy!!!

dada's birthday!!!

2005-12-21T01:16:00.000-08:00

today's my dad's buhday! i feel so guilty to not have any gifts for him. i'm totally broke. it turns out that i bought plenty of giFts for my friends at schooL and not for my dad! is that messed up or what? i promise i'm going to save up money for nect year, starting today. i'll try to get something really extravagant. that's next year. i'm going to make a goal: give my papa a present and keep this blog till' then *nailbites. it's pretty late and if i'm caught, i'm dead.
"papa, i'm sorry po for not giving you any presents. i promise i'll do better next year. love you."
another birthday!
it's tiffany's birthday today too! she's one of my best friends and one of the people who i first met at my schooL. she's awesome!!!!

Winter Break!!!

2005-12-17T18:38:00.000-08:00

OMG! yesterday was the last day of schooL and i was soo happy...yet so sad! i'm not gonna see them for two whole weeks! i'm gonna miss my best friends sooo much!!! i'm going to a party on the 24th. jocelle's party. it's gonna be awesome! at least i'll see them again. ooh! i'm going to get her... i don't know yet, but whatever it is, i hope she would like it. it's really cool. did u know that i've only been to one real party in my entire life? i mean a party that a friend held. i've been to many parties, but these parties were held by my dad's colleagues. jocelle's party is going to be the second one. i'm so happy. on tuesday, we're going to santa clara to do some more shopping. that's where i'd probably get jocelle's gift.
yesterday, erica brought sweets in my house, and i felt so horrible for not giving something in return. my mom and i have decided to get them something special too. like i said, we're going to valley fair in santa clara where we'll get more presents. i think i'm gonna get erica's sister a present too. a stuffed toy perhaps. ok, i'll be goin now.

i made a list

2005-12-13T02:21:00.000-08:00

no, not a christmas list. a list of homework.
1.~~geometry homework~~
2.~~individual conceptual physucks problems~~
3.~~Spanish: otra de teatro- guioun~~
4.~~Spanish: catalog~~
5.~~Chapter 2,3,8 outlines~~
6.~~English journals~~
7.~~study for physucks test.~~
8.~~die?~~ b4 the physucks test.

i told myself i would start on the outlines, but i'm too tired. i have 2morrow to finish it. but that's my last chance. it's too late to start on it anyways. i gotta get some sleep or i won't have time to get some sleep at all bcuz i'll be waking up anyways. crap! i'm tired!

I'm bound to forget this!

2005-12-12T01:21:00.000-08:00

like i said, i'm sure i'll forget it if i don't write about it so here it goes. i have a huge homework, and outline. i don't even know when it's due! all i'm hoping for is that it's not due tomorrow! i mean, looking at the time, due later today, but who cares? i just hope that it's due on wednesday bcuz the pressure is killing me. the assignment is make an outline of chapters 2,3, and 8 on conceptual physics. that assignment has been given to us at least a month and a half ago, but i completely forgot about it. now, i'm chasing the clock hoping it's due on the next month and a half! ugh! so annoying. why didn't i remember? it took me like an hour to make an outline of one chapter before. now i'm looking at 3 chapters in one day! i also have to memorize a skit for spanish that's due on tuesday! ahh!! and then there's the physics test i also have to worry about. it's about 140 points and i will die if i fail this test, which i probably will becuz i'm dumb lyk that. i can't understand it clearly. i also have 4 more individual problems i have to answer. those questions are hecka long! i suck... and i mean SUCK at word problems! i think that conceptual physics is a fun class, but beneath all that fun is EVIL...EVIL i tell ya!
yes, i know... i'm a psycho! muwahahahahah!!!!

p.s. lyk the avatar? yes, i'm glaring...and yes, u should be Afraid

update

2005-12-08T23:00:00.000-08:00

i'm only posting for updating purposes. i can't talk about school right now because i'm sorry that i don't feel like it.
the video hall of fame has been placed under video station now. it's going to be a pop up when u click it. the title of the song is on the button. the song was the one from before "Faint." yup, i guess that's about it. hasta manana!

i slept in

2005-12-07T01:34:00.000-08:00

today, schooL was pretty ok. i met with my counselor and i missed a hige chunk of geometry! i sorta wish i didn't. i was behind the classwork and i had no idea what they were talking about. i was able to catch up, but i didn't think i finish it completely. i was also marked absent for the class. my mom will call the school tomorrow to straighten things out. i don't think she has to because the teacher will know and will change it on her own time. my mom knows it too, but it's better to just check it. it wouldn't hurt.
when i got home, i slept... i woke up at like, 11:00.
my mom said that erica called me and she wanted me to call back. i didn't and i feel soo sorry!!! i didn't want to call because it was late and i might disturb somebody sleeping. i'm soo sorry erica! jehn also called me on my cell, and i didn't call back either! man! i'm soo irresponsible! and i feel soo guilty. anyways, "sorry u guys!"

p.s. ate mot, thank you po for leaving comments on the tagboard. =D

OMG! look at the time!

2005-12-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

i'm just doing this again to fill in my blog for the day. skewl was ok, it was pournig so i felt sticky... not very nice...
when i got home, i took a nap. now...i'm awake...
i have to go before my dad catches me!
♥ lotz!

holy shiznit!

2005-12-01T00:41:00.000-08:00

i don't think i've ever been this tired! i just finished the physics thing... the gravity drop lab and i'm EXHAUSTED! it's a full blown lab report and mine is 10 PAGES! i seriously thought i was gonna fall asleep in front of the computer. i was like at the conclusion and my eyes were getting drooopy... it still is. i just really wanna post something so i'm forcing myself to type right now. i don't want to start neglecting my duties as the blogger... xD
skool was ok. it was tiring. choir was just ok too, not that fun. u know why? the teacher himself told us that our performance for today wasn't very good. it's true. not everybody was singing, and everybody was all tired... who isn't these days? anyways, i promise that on friday, i'm gonna do my best in choir... i won't slack off... i'm sooo tired!!!
OMG! i was soo stupid! i left an important part of my spanish project! i wasn't able to turn it in! it was the rough draft... i wonder how many points it's worth... i'm soo scared! i'm gonna ask her tomorrow if i can turn it in late. hopefully i can. i can't get a B because of that rough draft! i worked my butt for the whole project and my grade will NOT suffer!!! whoa! i feel like a total psycho... u know, like a mad person who can't tolerate bad grades and would kill herself if she gets one... hahaha... i kid, i kid =p
but yeah, i do want an A... ='(
no details about other classes... not worth talkin' about...
goodnight! wait! i mean goodmorning! i'm going to bed now...
♥ ya'LL!
p.s. doesn't inuyasha look soooo cute?

ok, i'm almost finished!

2005-11-29T23:28:00.000-08:00

i can't believe it! i'm kinda finished with all of my homework. i tried to finsih the physics homework, but i really can't. i've racked my brains, but nothing happened. i tried to read, but my head was just a jumble i couldn't evaluate what i was reading. it should be easy, but i couldn't do it! i'm so tired. i finished the project for spanish, the map for english, calculations for physics, bibliography for spanish again, and ... not done with geometry. actually, i haven't started =p i feel like i'm missing something, i just don't know what. i thought that i had tons of homework, but once i started, it went fast... like a breeze... except for physics, i'm still pissed about that one. i'm going to class with an unfinished homework. then again, i bet i'm not the only one... that happens ALL the time so i need not worry.(what dialect did i just use? lol)
choir was awesome by the wayz! geometry was fun? i hate to say this, but i did have fun. i like doing geometric shapes and what not. i was kinda sleepy though. we also had a quiz, and i enjoyed that one too! HUH? did i just say i enjoyed a quiz? ok? but, chyeah. i say i enjoyed it and when i get it back i get a zero... that would sure be embarassing... hahaha... hope i don't get a zero...*nailbites!
i better finish *coughimeanstartcough* my geometry homework.
♥ lotz!

so tired...

2005-11-28T23:06:00.000-08:00

i haven't been posting daily because i have been very busy... i still am. i can't think of anything to say right now because i just updated my otaku and i poured everything in my mind there (posted it) i have to go now... i wanna get some sleep for 2morrow... hopefully i'' have something to talk about l8er, not tomorrow though i would be way too busy

chatroom/ my day!

2005-11-24T19:56:00.000-08:00

today, i woke up at 10 in the morning. it was l8, but what can i do? i'm a lzy bum =p. we went out to watch harry potter. it was a good movie i suppose. i liked it a lot. they changed some events, but it didn't hurt the story at all. it was close to the book. i've read all the harry potter books, and i think that they're awesome. i've also seen all the harry potter movies so far and i think they're awesome too. although there are always some descrepancy between the movie and the book, i still love them! i like the book better though.
i've added a chatroom!
you can find it under the "paper trail" at the left hand corner of the bottom of the page. the button says "chat room" obviously... make up a nickname, register the nickname, and be sure to put FRANKiiE's_chat on the "room" u'll figure it out. =D i'm not good at this so sorry.

to be honest, i don't even know if i'm telling you the right directions, so yeah. sorry... just check it out.

p.s. when the window pops up, it will take some time to load so be patient... thank you!

startin from today

2005-11-23T22:40:00.000-08:00

ok, startin' from today till' the end of the break, my posts will be quite short. ya know why? i'll tell you... because my break will be soo boring i won't have anything to write about! i'm so bored! i hope something happens... homework... ugh! i don't even wanna start!
WHAT I DID TODAY??
i spent my whole freakin' day on myspace! do u have any idea how borin' that was?? i mean, it's fun to talk to friends and i luv that, but to think that i spent the whole day on the computer is just sad. so yeah, that's about it... p.s. the spaghetti was good... hahaha...some humor of mine.

Thanksgivin' Break!

2005-11-22T23:20:00.000-08:00

thanksgiving break has officially started! five days with no skool sounds really awesome! wonder how bored i'm goin to be... pretty much the whole time i bet. i think my family and i aren't doing much except having a simple dinner. that's it bcuz the only relative we have that's close by already has plans so they won't be coming. BORING!! i also gotz tons of homework. a lab worksheet for physics, some problems in geometry, bring colored pencils on monday for english, (wow! that's hard) design a freakin' pinata and research about ecuador in spanish, and practice songs for choir. yeah, this would be fun. i have five days to do all of those.... so excited!!!!!!!!?
omg! i actually had fun in geometry today. i like doing the geometric shapes and what nots. i actually thought they were pretty easy. of course i made some mistakes because i faced the figures the wrong way, but that was it. i like it... wow! WEIRD!
choir was boring, and some ghurl pissed me off. she's a "B" if u know what i mean. i don't want to talk about it, i think i've said enough. i shouldn't b talkin' about this, but hey, it's what i feel and i shouldn't watchin' what i'm sayin bcuz i can't really keep secrets from myself.
spanish was OK. not super fun, not super boring, just OK. no more details.
lunch was fun. i don't usually talk about lunch, but it was fun. i was falling asleep during my first two classes which was choir and geometry (i still had fun, but yes, i was sleep). when i ate lunch, i was like suddenly energetic and hyper during my last class which was spanish. i didn't have much fun, but i had energy to have fun. didn't use it...
i'll be leavin' now... tata
PEACE OUT!
Much ♥!

almost gave me a heart attack!

2005-11-21T22:31:00.000-08:00

This morning in physics was sooo tense! our teacher gave us our grades back. there were like 6 people who got an A. when i got my grade, it said B+. i was expecting that, but i was also sad bcuz i've never had a B on a report card before and i was disappointed that it wouldn't b like that anymore. guess what? i saw the signed test assignment which was 10 points. i got an F... 0%. i turned it in late, but i turned it in with a late pass which means that i still get the full credit. (we can only use two late passes... if we exceed that amount, the points would be half) anyways, i turned it in so i should have the credit. i went up and told him that, he checked it and said that it might just get me to A-. after a few minutes, he called my name and said "A-" i was like, YES! YES!!! YES!!! i got an A! it's an A-, but it's still an A! i'm soo happy. i was like squeaking for a while. you can ask a friend of mine and he'll say i was squeaking. it was funny. i couldn't help it. hahaha. i'm just happy, tha's all. english was ok, and p.e. was fun. we played this games called "ringo." there were three people in our group and our opponent had 2. we still lost. yeah, it's funny, we were like screaming the whole time. i don't know... there was also something about monkey butts. i ain't going into details. sorry, i'm a little scatter brained. basically, i had fun at skool. can't wait for tomorrow... i had CHOIR!!!! YAYERZ!!!

p.s. i put a new video hall of fame section. this one is beneath the posts. the song is "faint" by linkin park. it's a remix. the video has final fantasy characters. i's soooo awesome!!! i found in in two of my friends' myspace and i wanted to have it too... somewhere.

Watch it!!!

tis' been four days!

2005-11-20T20:37:00.000-08:00

i haven't posted in four days! Komenasai!!
school's been good. i've memorized the songs "wake me up when september ends"

this is soo cool! i had a friend come over this friday, her name's erica. we took pics like crazy! it was soo funny, and we were acting like two little elementary ghurls! i've posted the three of the pics on myspace, and they looked funny xD

i forgot to talk about my presentation in english last monday. i got an A-! i did bad and i knew it. i was laughing at my classmates bcuz of their reaction to my really gruesome presentation. it's funny! the presentation is about a book and my book was "Hannibal" hope u've heard of it. it's a movie starring Anthony Hopkins ans Jullianne Moore. if u know about it, just imagine what i talked about. you know, like in Florence... what happened to the police guy trying to get his fingerprints.... hahhaa... if u don't know, you should read the book or watch the movie. i prefer the movie bcuz the book is like almost 700 pages. i tell you though, there are a lot of descrepancy between the two. anyways, my laughter brought my grade down. oh well, at least it was still an A.

the result of my geometry test took me completely by surprise! i got an A+!!! OMG! i don't know how i got that! i mean i Seriously spent NO time studying! the teacher asked us how much time we spent studying and i said 10 minutes... that was a lie. i really didn't spend any time, but i didn't want to say that. i know, that was bad, but yeah... i don't have an explanation...

in choir this friday, we had a party bcuz somebody in the class was moving so the party was for her. b4 the party, the teacher held an unformal audition for a solo (meaning he's not deciding yet) i tried out, and man i couldn't breathe! i was able to pull it off though. i'm not sure if it's good enough to actually do the solo!

this is getting long, i don't want to bore you. P.S. thank you Hazelyn for the super cute gift and leaving the comment itself. don't worry, i'' try not to get in trouble again. i said i'll TRY, but there's a tendency that i'll get in trouble.

Last daY!

2005-11-16T22:21:00.000-08:00

this is the last day that i'm grounded. since, it is, i figure it's ok to b blogging again. OMG! i've been wanting to blog since i got grounded bcuz i don't have anywhere else to keep track of my daYs. unfortunately, the chain was broken. i can't talk about what happened in the week so far bcuz i don't rememba them. i'm just gonna talk about today. hmm..........today was ok. my friendz are awesome... lyk alwayzs. we had a geometry test and it was kind of hard. the hard kind where i'm sure i ain't gettin' an A. i struggled in choir bcuz i have a really bad sore throat. my voice kept on crackin'. it hurts... BAD! oh! i rememba monday! i presented the rube goldberg project! i was like, bombarded with questions by my teacher. i wasn't able to answer his question...i was freakin' nervous, and i couldn't think properly. i was lyk so tense... however, when i presented the video, i think they enjoyed it. it was funny. i still don't know my grade and i'm so scared! let's get back to today... i got glasses!!!! it's burberry, hope u know about it. it's so awesome! my glasses r like, UNIQUE! it's checkered for goodness sake! i'm wearin' it tomorrow. finally! i get a rest from wearin' contacts for so long.
i printed out the tabs for "wake me up when september ends" by green day. i practiced it right after i finished my homework. i got it! i know how to play the whole song now! i spend hours man! my hand is like numb. i need to rest them. i wish i had an electric guitar so i can make it sound exactly like the recording. i need the tabs to play the song, though. i haven't memorized them yet. hopefully i will.... someday.... long way from now... =p
it's so hard... i can play it sure, but can i play it well? nNOOOO!!!! oh, well.
so, this post long or what? i'll b leavin now. xpect another post 2morrow!
♥ Much!!

me so HYper!!!

2005-11-09T00:02:00.000-08:00

OMG! i just finished video taping the goshdarn rube goldberg thingymabob. it's unorganized, but it's kinda funny. i really feel sorry for my dog bcuz after the alarm, he was like all shaking uncontrollably like he's about to have a heart attack. i was like hugging him after. i felt so mean like i was torturing him...that's what sean said. u tortured your dog? heck no, he thought that the string would be directly on my dog's neck. the string is attached to the collar on my dog's neck, so he's fine. it would hurt if it were just on his neck, i mean, the string is really thin. i'm not that mean... *cough, cough* no, seriously, i'm not mean to my dog...people on the other hand.... just playin' =D
anyways, the contraption didn't work, but at least i had some laughs. i gotta go, l8erz!!
p.s. aoshi, thnx... i'm glad i'm doing great too ^___^

OMG!!

2005-11-07T23:36:00.000-08:00

guess what? i thought that i was going to have a really awful day 2day right??? well, i didn't. i didn't have to present on the video thingy for the contraption so i still have time to fix my extra credit. unfortunately, the camera is really broken, so the only way i could earn the extra credit is by retaping the whole experiment. oh joy, i don't know if i want to do that. i'll have to do it 2morrow bcuz i will b presenting on wednesday.
something funny happened: i was stressing about how sorry i was becuz i said something not nice rememba? well, i tried to say sorry 2day, but it turns out that he didn't hear what i said. PHEW... no more guilt and i am happy. ok, have to go now.
p.s. i'm starting a new blog, and i found this really cool layout on the internet. it's gundam seed. the problem is, i don't know what it's going to be based on. like a site dedicated to gundam seed? oh, i don't know.... i'll think of something. once i'm done, i'll put it one the "main" section. well, i really gotta go! bye!

What's happening to me???

2005-11-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

i can't believe this! there's even more depressing news!!! remember the rube goldberg contraption thingy? i did it, and i video taped it for extra credit. guess what? the video recorder broke and i can't transfer the video to a video tape!!! i need to do that in order to present it to the class, but i can't! it's impossible! i can redo the contraption again, i've already broken it down! why am i sooo unlucky. another one, my dad is sooo mad at me for breaking the recorder. i don't know how i broke it exactly, but the battery isn't working right. i admit that i was the one who probably broke it and i am pissed off! how can i b sooo stupid? how did i break it? why is this happening? i feel like crying! u see, i brought it to school and it worked fine. when i went home, it said, "safeguard mode" "remove and reattach battery" i did and nothing happened. it just said the same thing. it won't play so i can't record it with the VHS. i wanna go back in time really bad. i don't know, but sometimes i wish i was never born. this in one of the times. it's like a lot of bad luck happens to me and to people i know... with emphasis on my dad. the things i do always affects him. it was his recorder... and not just that. i've broken many things that he ownED. i'm soo stupid! i hate this!
plus my grade would b really low without that extra credit... *bawls*

uhhmmm....

2005-11-06T18:26:00.000-08:00

i haven't updated in three days... sorry bout' that. i don't have anythin' to talk about. i feel really depressed...for nuthin. i'm happy too. today, we went to the mall and again, i got new clothes! it's for the dance! i really feel sorry for what i said to the guy i was gonna go with. i was like "u don't really have to go if u don't want to." it went out wrong. it sounded like i didn't wanna go with him to the dance, and like, i was stopping him. that wasn't what i meant at all. what i meant was that he didn't have to go bcuz i feel like he was forced to go. i feel like I forced him to go. of course i would like him to go to the dance, it's just that he didn't have to if he didn't want to. i'll xplain it to him 2morrow. man! i'm such a scattered brain fool! i think that's why i'm depressed...
do u understand what i said?
*i repeated the avatar cuz she looks depressed, which is what i feel right now*

Im not done yet!!!

2005-11-02T23:06:00.000-08:00

i am swimming in hw right now, and i'm still working. i'll update with better news 2morrow... hopefully. tha's bcuz i won't b as stressed 2morrow as i am now. gotta go! no avatar 2day ='(

MiiSSiiON ACCOMPLiiSHED

2005-11-01T22:21:00.000-08:00

i finally summoned all the guts that i had today to ask sum1 out. thanks to jocelle, tiffany, and erica for boosting my spirit and encouraging me to ask HIM out. it was all so freakin' scary. i'm not saying any names... i was l8 for class after i asked him, and i know that erica is blaming herself for dat. if she reads this, she'll know that i'm am sooo not blamin her!!! i'm not blaming you erica!!! it's really ok! luv yah!
i'm gonna talk about skool...again...as usual! choir was soo much fun! i luv that class. i think i wann audition for the song "On My Own" i wanna do the solo, the problem is... if i'm good enough. *scary*
geometry... booooring!
spanish... fun! but somehow, a little boring...
hw...... TONS! TONS! TONS!!!
i still haven't started on my contraption, and it's due on thursday! i'm gonna die!!!
go0dbye! i'll update again 2morrow!

pEopLe, PeoPle! Look ALive!!!

2005-10-31T23:15:00.000-08:00

look alive bcuz u don't wanna die in halloween!!! tha's stupid, but who cares! hahahaha! i'm hyper 2day! dunno why, just am! i got through monday in ONE PIECE, no missin' body parts. physics was hard... as usual. it was also fun! i wore my afro for ike a minute or two. i couldn't leave it on any longer than that. i'll die of embarassment. we did the roller coaster lab, and it was sooo awesome! our data turned out to be wrong, and we had to do it over, my partner and i. we didn't finish it in class, well it wasn't due, but it would have been better if we finished it. that means no homework. i just finished doing it over, but the efficiency of the two objects we experimented on were still too far. in class, the efficiency of the plastic marble was 41%. the efficiency of the steel marble is 83%. when i did it at home, the efficiency for the plastic marble was 68%. the steel marble was still 83%. i think it's better bcuz mr. nadeau, my teacher, said that the marbles' efficiency must have some descrepancy in them, but not too much. i'm sorry if u don't have a clue what i'm talking about. if ur taking the class, it would b very clear to you.
newaiz, switch subject~
in english, we took a test. i actually found out that we had a test right b4 i took it! i had forgotten about it in the weekend, and i wasn't able to study at all. in my tutorial period, i didn't study either bcuz i worked on the physics calculations. the test was ok, i guess. i got confused a couple of times. guess what? i just checked my grades on the internet for english. she's updated the grades, and what do u think i got? an A+ baby! i didn't think i would, though. when i looked at it, i didn't think it was the right grade, but it said grammar test. i still don't believe it, somehow. it's like i'm waiting for something to change. i expect it to b the wrong grade, and she'll change it l8er. i know it's weird, but i SERIOUSLY thought that i did bad on the test.
for p.e., everybody was all depressed, and sorry, but i can't tell the reasons why.

answers to anonymous' question: i don't know why it's called Sadie Hawkin's Dance. the girls only ask the guys when the dance is Sadie Hawkin's. on other dances, it's usually the guys who ask the girls out.

P.S. tomorrow's goal: get a date for the dance!

saTurdAy's GonE ALreadY??!!!

2005-10-30T01:23:00.000-08:00

i can't believe this! the week is over, then suddenly, saturday is over and the weekend is coming to its end! i'm soo pissed! oh well, it always seem to b that way anyways. it's like ur wating for something to come, then all of a sudden, that thing has passed. it's just so sad. oh well, at least i had fun today. i helped out with the backyard today and my back hurts. i lifted bricks, and used the shovel a lot. it was fun because it was a family project. now what am i talking about? i'm saying "was." actually we're not even done yet. we're still gonna work on it 2morrow. i also have to do my homework in english, and conceptual physics. i have geometry and spanish on tuesday, so i don't have to do my homework on them till' monday. i think i would start on them at least, but i don'pt have to. i still haven't thought of a great way to do my conceptual physics project. i'm so scared. i don't think i have a chance on the extra credit part. i don't have the time to do it. but i swear i'll put my best effort on the project itself, even without the ec. i had a blaast on friday! my friends actually asked the guy if he would go out with me if i ask him to the sadie hawkin's dance. he said "sure" but i'm still afraid to ask him. i'm such a freakin' sissy!!! oh well, i'll do my best. i had fun in my spanish class, and choir. and i was bored to death in geometry...as predicted. well, i gotta go. my parents don't know that i'm online. :p

the week's aLmosT OveR agaIn!!!

2005-10-27T22:08:00.000-07:00

today was really awesome! this week is actually very fun! of course i have tons of homework, but nevertheless, i think it's a great week. i'm planning to join track this spring, but i don't know if i'm good enough. i can run pretty fast for a long time, the problem is that i'm height challenged. i'm too short, and no matter how fast i run, the ppl with the long legs would alwayz outrun me. i'm soo sad. i wish i were taller! if only i slept on time, which i neva did. i would've grown! i have long extremeties, but i never grew any taller! i'm like 4'11'' for goodness sake!!!
enough wit that! in fact, i don't even know why i brought that up in the first place.
i'm sure i'm gonna have a great 2morrow! especially with choir for first period! i can't wait to sing! "i dreamed a dream" is my fav! glad to know aoshi know the song. we haven't started "on my own" yet, but we might. so i'm like, hecka happy!!
geometry would be borin' as usual. i never had an awesome time in that class, except maybe when we had a substitute. now THAT was awesome. spanish would be fun again, i bet. i luv that class too, it's just that sumtimes i'm uncomfortable to speak outloud in spanish. i'm afraid i might get it wrong.
so, i guess that's it!

rAinY daYs

2005-10-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

it would have been an awesum day if it weren't so coold!!! it was raining the whole day, and in between classes, i had to endure a two to three minute walk outside to b able to go to my nxt class. it was just sooo cold, and i hated it. i also wish i wore a thicker jacket.
newaiz, let's go on... all my classes went great! xcept mayb for geometry. that class is soo freakin' boring! ugh!!! choir was the best! les miserables was sooo beautiful! we've gotten "at the end of the day," "i dreamed a dream," and "castle on a cloud." we haven't gotten any farther that, but it was soooooo beautiful!! the chords our voices made sounded soo cool. i just can't help sayin' it was B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!!! i can't wait till' friday when we get to sing again! i luv that class soooo much! there was also some down to it. my friends weren't gettin' along w/ each other and i was like in the middle of it. of course now, they're ok again...i think. well, i hope. it would b really nice to see them talking again. i haven't, but i'm sure they will tomorrow! conceptual physics was fun, but he just gave us a new project. we have to design a contraption that would start from an exterior door, all the way to my room. when it gets there, there should be a continuation of the contraption that would turn on the radio in my room. get it? i know...i know... i've never done anythin' like that b4, but i think it would b fun. the easy part is that i only have to design it, not actually build the darn thing. it would b nice if i biud it, cuz then i get extra credit. another good thing is that i could have a partner. one last thing! i WILL have fun. i've already designed it, but i don't think it would work. it involves a crossbow for goodness sake! it wouldn't work. but hey, he only gave the assignment to us today. i could still think of some other way to improve it, and remove the crossbow from the item list...hehehehe...i think it's a stupid concept anyways. ok, i think i've written enough. hasta manana!

monDay Again...sighs

2005-10-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

man! the weekend is over again...how sad. i don't wanna go to skool. i guess i don't have any choise. but i really wish i don't have to go to school. ialso have to retake the questions tomorrow for physics. i've studied the equations, but my nerves might get the better of me again. i hope it doesn't this time. we're playing soccer in p.e. tomorrow. to b honest, i'd rather b running miles than play soccer. for those who know me, they know i'd rather b running miles than soccer. that's because i luv running. i think that's the only thing i'm good at...oh, and maybe volleyball. but enough about that...the point is we're playin' soccer and i like soccer, but i suck at it. :p oh well...at least there's sumthin' to lo0k forward to: and that would b what my outfit would be for tomorrow. pathetic huh? but i have new outfits to try on, and that would be fun. well, it's gettin' late, and i'm not even supposed to b on the computer. better get outta here b4 i get caught! go0dnight!

Shoppin'

2005-10-22T20:34:00.000-07:00

we went shopping today! i got tons of stuff! i got them as an award from my parents. i just got my progress report, and my grade are as follows:

Conceptual Physics Honors A-
Choir Beginning A
English 9 Honors A
Geometry A
PE 9 A
Spanish 1 A
oh, yeah! i got a 4.0 GPA! the test with the C- is not included on the grade for conceptual physics. my new grade would be much lower than the one on the report card. but at least i got an A-. next time, it would b B tops. unfortunate, but oh well. newaiz, i was rewarded and i got new outfits for skool. yeepee! i also got a converse all stars, which i've been wanting since...a week ago. hahaha. seemed like everyone at skool had one but me. it's time to get in wit the flow. so yeah, that's about it. hasta manana!

new updates!

2005-10-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy it's the end of the week...again! i survived! yeah, i'm still sad, but i can't do anythin' about it now. i'll move on...
i deleted my old video station. i think the new songs are much better than the ones in my old video station. it's got newer songs. and some older songs. i don't really care if they're new or old as long as it sounds good. i've also added two sections called gundam seed crew and fanlistings. the gundam seed crew has the links to all the members of that site. i signed up for it, but i have to wait to be approved. the fanlisting section has the links to the fanlistings that i have joined. they are all connected to a really brilliant person named Hazelyn. the link to her site is in the chums section. check it out...it's really awesome. the video station is really awesome. do u think i should autoplay it? or should i leave it to rihanna?
well, i think that's it for now. l8erz!

p.s. i had fun at skool today, nothin' unfortunate. isn't it amazing? :D

Go0d NewS and bAd nEws, buT more On tHe Bad

2005-10-20T18:53:00.000-07:00

a C-!!!!!!!!! i got a C- on my conceptual physics test!!! i've neva gotten anythin' so low b4!! when i studied the other night, i was like sooo nervous. but i studied very hard, particularly on one equation, which is a momentum equation. it was my favorite, but when it showed up in the test, i was like, "uhmmm?" i went blank! i couldn't remember how to do it! i tried my best makin' up stuff. i was lookin' forward on answerin' those kinds of questions, but when it was time to answer it, i couldn't! i mean, what's up with that? i feel so stupid! WAIT! i AM stupid...hahahaha. and guess what? that whole page with the question was 18 points! i missed almost every single one of them! i got like, 6 points! *crying* i showed work, but the answers were wrong. i'm so stupid! good thing my teacher is giving us another chance on those questions. he says that he will let us do similar questions on monday, and if we get it right, we get the points back. i hafta study harder, and this time, not forget!
enough with the bad news!!
here's the good news:
i have choir and spanish 2morrow, and at least it was a C- and not a big FaT F! also, only one guy got an A in the test. the rest of the class got nothin' higher than a C, like me. it's good bcuz it means i'm not the only one who's stressed and confused about the test.
i have an oppurtunity to try out for a solo sporano part in les miserables. should i? i'm not sure if i can do it. i sorta have an inferiority complex...

I wanna get it over with!

2005-10-18T21:26:00.000-07:00

this is gonna b a pretty short post...
i didn't know that i also have a math test tomorrow! i just found out today! i'm not that worried, all i'm worried about is conceptual physics.
let's talk about the good things that happened 2day...let's see....i'm still thinking...nope...i got nothin'.
.................Wait! i got one! i got to hang out with my friends!...........................that's about it.......
wait!!!! another one! we're singing the songs from Les Miserables in choir. it sounded beautiful.....now if only everyone sings their part properly. i also got lost a lot of times when we were practicing. those songs were fast! well, at least i had something to say besides "i'm so scared," "i don't wanna go to skool," and "i'm so nervous about the test." i said the last one, but i said SOMETHING else!

One Of ThE wORSt dAys Of SkO0l

2005-10-18T00:37:00.000-07:00

ok, where do i start? i think that this was teh worst day of skool...ever! well, mayb not, but it doesn't matter. all i know is that it was aWfuL! it happened during first period where we had to find the momentum of some miniature cars specifically made for that purpose. sounds easy right? yeah, it would have been easy...xcept for the fact that our car was all busted! we needed to do four trials, with different weights on the cars. and we couldn't get it to move! it needed to go on a straight line, but what did it do? it curved, and went to all places xcept where we wanted it to go. we only got to the third trial, and suddenly, there was the bell... i was sooo mad! i still am. with that performance. i'll b lucky to get a B-. OMG i can't do this! finding momentum is like, sooo easy...if ur equipment is working!! ooooooooooooooohhhhhhh!!!! *take deep breaths*
*holds both ears and says "woooh sahhh"* (u'll know what i mean if u have seen Bad Boys II)
ok, i think i'm bak to my senses and can talk of better things.
this isn't really better, but what the heck!
my skool is different from other skools...that is, the schedule is different. we only have three subjects everyday. on mondays and thursdays, i go to my 1st, 3rd, and 5th period. on tuesdays, and fridays, i go to my 2nd, 4th, and 6th. but on wednesdays, i go to all classes, but with a shortened time.
so, this wednesday, i'm getting two tests on two of my hardest subjects! the first one is Conceptual Physics Honors, and the other one is English Honors. i seriously need to study or i'll flunk the tests. it's soooo scary. so this isn't exactly better right? i don't think so.
right now...i really can't think of anything better to say...so farewell. (don't worry, i don't plan to leave this cruel world just yet)
forgive my typos again!

lOoking forward to skool? i think nOt!!!

2005-10-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

i need to get to skool early 2morrow bcuz if i don't i'll get a detention. u see, my skool is very strict on getting to class on time. if u get 2 tardies, u'll get a detention. my problem is that i was already l8 once, and i can't afford to b l8 again. the truth is, it wasn't my fault i was l8. i take the city bus everyday to skool, and the bus schedule isn't the best there is. it comes to the bust stop at 7:30, but sumtimes, it gets there too early, or l8. and sumtimes, they change bus drivers. the problem was that they changed the bus driver that unfortunate day. the new driver didn't know the right schedule, so he followed the schedule somebody gave him. that schedule turned out to b wrong. he stopped at the middle school at about 7:38, and said that we're not leavin' till' 7:56. ok? my skool starts at 8:00 and the middle school is like, 8 more minutes away from my skool. we'll never get there in time. we tried to tell him that he's following the wrong schedule. it took some time b4 he finally listened and gave in. we left, but it was too l8. when i got to skool, the 1 minute bell already rang. i ran to my class, then the tardy bell rang, like 10 seconds b4 i got to my classroom. therefore, i was l8.
it's really important that i go 2 skool early 2morrow. i've neva been to detention b4, and i'm not planning to. the concept of being in detention is just horrifying. it would b in my record for the rest of the skool year! gotta go 2 sleep now. i hafta wake up early 2morrow!
GoOd NigHt!

WhOopsie! 4got to tell this...New WaLLpApER!

2005-10-14T22:48:00.000-07:00

i made a new wallaper! check the wallpapers on the download section! u can also comment the wallpapers i made. not just the new ones, but the former ones as well.
the new wallpaper contains the characters of the anime called Fullmetal Alchemist. have u ever heard of it? if u haven't look it up, i'm sure u'll luv it. it's really an awesome anime, with a deep story. well, yeah, bai! it's about alchemy...well duh...it says in the title. it's about two brothers alchemist who tried to resurrect their dead mother. using alchemy to bring back the dead is forbidden alchemy, and no one has ever succeeded in doing it. alchemy's first law is equivalent exchange, so if the brothers want to resurrect their mother, they must give up something that's equivalent to the life of their mother. when the brothers tried to bring their mother back, something went wrong... u should watch the series, or read the manga to find out what happens...if u don't already know.
well, that's all folks! TTFN! Ta ta for now!

another week gone!

2005-10-14T22:38:00.000-07:00

i'm sooo happy! this week went by pretty fast. i didn't even notice it. i'm done with the tests! i'm not sure about my math test. our group didn't seem to cooperate with each other, and we weren't able to check if we all had the same answers. OmG! what am i gonna do? what if i get a B or sumthin'? i wonder how much it would affect my overall grade? i know it would be a lot bcuz the total points of the test is 200 points!!! that's a lot for a test. i mean, i'm in english honors and the test is 75 points. compare that to 200!! gosh! i hope we didn't do as bad as i'm defining right now. we did do many problems as a group, so i guess that would make up for it. it's just that we got side tracked a lot of times.
*deep breath* i also took the spanish test today. it was easy, and it was hard. as i said b4, i didn't study, but i think i did pretty well. actually, the test wasn't hard, it's just that i'm so negative about myself that i can't find anything positive to say. i'm gonna get over that and just say what i really think of the test. it consisted of fill in the blanks, short essay questions (answered in english...phew) , and more fill in the blanks using nouns, verbs, and adjectives. there were extra credit questions and i did them, but when i checked my notebook after the test, it turns out that i spelled diez (10) wrong. i put dies. how stupid of me. oh well, that was just extra.
again...sorry 4 the typos, however many they are.

TUmaROW!

2005-10-13T23:13:00.000-07:00

i know i spelled the title wrong...it's attitude. hahaha... i changed bananza, i think it's kinda old. it's still good, though. ok, now i'm gonna talk about 2morrow.
i'm gonna have two tests, in spanish and geometry. i haven't studied, i'm gonna b honest wit u in that. the geometry test is a group test, so if i don't get sumthin' the group could help me. we need to help each other bcuz the teacher would only check one test papers in a whole group. so it means that everyone must have the same answers because if we have different answers, we'll get the grade we're not supposed to. get it? i kinda wanna get it over with rite now.
for spanish, i'm gonna have a written test first, then when i turn it in, i will have to take an oral test. that's what scares me the most. i don't think i'll get all the pronounciation right. i also haven't memorized my vocabulary. i know most of them, but what if i blank out when it's the test? i don't even wanna think about that. the teacher might ask sumthin' in spanish and i have to answer in complete sentences...in spanish! i hope i can do it. i'm pretty comfortable, but i must keep a positive attitude if i wanna get a good grade.
this is a pretty long post. i bet there're gonna b plenty of typos. i'm not even gonna waste my time proofreading. well, sorry bout' that.
wish me luck wit the tests!

mY IntEresTing View of ClaSs 2daY

2005-10-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

i guess, ur pretty much tired of my ratting about my life. but this is my blog so i say what i want to say. muwahahahahaha *evil laugh* j/k. so, i started my mornin' really scared bcuz i'm always scared of my first period class, which is conceptual physics honors. to me, everything about that class is hard. i can't grasp the idea of energy, impulse, and what not. it's just sooo hard.. b4, i had a 4.0, but when i started that class, i completely gave up on continuing and getting A's. i knew i was gonna get a B or a C, which is quite possible. 2day, i got my progress report. my overall grade was 89.8%. it was a B+, just as i thought. but then, my teacher started talking about the rounding off of the computer. he said it doesn't round off automatically, so we would round it off ourselves. remember, mine was 89.9% round that to the nearest whole number, and what do i get? 90%!!!! i showed it to him for confirmation. he was like, "oh, u got an A-."
WHAT!!!!? i couldn't believe it! i was restraining myself from jumping up and down, and screaming "i got an A-, i got an A-!" i was so frkkin' happy. i couldn't believe it. i'm not bragging by the way. i'm just sayin' how happy i am and how xcited i am. i think i'm finally starting my skool year. or rather, i'm finally getting used to it, and am ready to start that class with a new idea in mind. i just shut down my mind b4 that i was gonna get a B, but now, i know that i can do it.
p.s. from now on, i'm always gonna put something like this: i'm sorry if i have many typos, it's because it's hard to type and think at the same time. it's always the brain that goes faster than the fingers. thank you.

EmOtions Let ouT

2005-10-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

i haven't been updating in a long time. it's ok i guess, that's bcuz i have been very busy. with skool work and stuff. to b honest, i think that skool is getting better and better everyday. it's like everyday i make more new friends and i've never had that many b4. when i was in milpitas, i was such a really quiet and reserved, and so were the friends i hang out with. they're were really timid, but i liked them. i was like them b4, but now i think i've opened up to other ppl. and found an entirely new world. it's sooo amazing. i was so locked up in my little space b4, that i didn't c how wonderful it is 2 have plenty of friends whom i can go to. i'm really happy and contented with my life right now. i just hope it stays that way. i know my life can't b perfect, nobody's is, but 2 me, it's as perfect as it can get. and i really hope that nothin' would happen to change that.

END OF THE WEEK (again!)

2005-09-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

hoorah! it's over again! this time, i'm not so sad bcuz i have one homework! that's it!? i'm kinda surprised. i usually haf a packed weekend. this is so cool! i'm sooo happy! ima try to do my homework 2morrow. that way, i'll have dunday free! oh yeah, i joined 5 clubs yesterday! isn't that a lot! oh yeah! but i don't think ima do all of it. probably keep at least three. i joined the API club, which is asian, pacific islander club, key club, anime club, latino club (mi a latino...no), and dance club( i neva thought i would join the dance club! hip hop baby!!) newaiz, i'm so effin' xcited! i can't wait to start and see what i would drop (wow...that's so positive ain't it?) ok, ima little in the sarcastic side. dunno why, guess i'm just really psyched up (if that's how u spell it) if i get it wrong, u may not know how to spell it either. so, hahaha. k, better get goin'~
l8erz~